How come is it Lord, that I feel so far from You at times, so worthless and unsuccessful. How come does loneliness come in the night, that I feel my prayers are too short and lifeless, that I feel I study my Bible too much on the surface, that I seem to lack the power to save souls, I don’t know much – can’t do much, and darkness shrouds my pathway?
. . .And yet here You are Lord, still answering my feeble prayers, still speaking to me simply yet clearly out of Your Word, still giving me words to say in worships and sermons and adding the power. My worthless state You change to value! What I do not know You teach and guide, and what I cannot do You perform a miracle! Many times You send immediate answers to my prayers. You are my companion during the night. Oh Lord the weaker I am, the greater the power I feel from You! As low as I am, You stoop to lift me up! As hopeless as I feel myself to be, the more inspiration You bring. I may be in the dark, but Your hand is always there and Your glory leads the way!
I need nothing more! I lack nothing! I have everything with You! Life is worth living with You! How can I thank you, how can I show my love, how can I wrap my arms around You?
“Thou hast beset me behind an before and laid Thine hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me. It is high, I cannot attain unto it” Psalm 139:5,6